Tuesday, July 28, 2015

The Last Xcellent Straw




 

I started to write this blog in late April. I thought it was just the right article for talk 2, Xcel, of the Feast series X Factor (Unleash the Gift in You). But for some reason, I never got to post it.  I see now God had a better timing in mind. So here’s my long delayed but perfectly timed blog:
 
The “last straw” is usually associated with something bad or frustrating. It’s what causes someone to explode, usually with anger. It may be a small thing but the leaden weight that has built up before it, makes the experience unbearable. That triggers a major explosion.
 
Last week, I had a last straw experience of a different kind. Mine was brought on by an overflow of excellence. The resulting explosion shook me so much I just had to write this thank you letter to God:
 
April 27, 2015
 
Dear God,
 
I’m writing this letter to let you know you almost drowned me this morning – in a storm surge of gratitude.
 
These past 2 weeks, I’ve been managing the content for Light Magazine. Checking the submissions from my team was like watching you compose a symphony. The articles, the photos, the graphics and the layouts were notes you combined in harmony and built up until it reached a crescendo that moved me to tears. And I mean that literally. My contact lenses were in danger of floating out of my eyes and I was sniffling all the way to my dancercise session. 
 
Thank you for unleashing the talents of my team. I am truly blessed by them.
 
Love,
Lella
 
 
Here’s the wave upon wave of excellence that engulfed me:
     
  • First, I was given a dedicated, supportive, creative and wacky Editorial Board. Did I mention they’re all funny? Our meetings not only produced imaginative input but also side stitches from laughing at the crazy ideas we came up with. And many times, the wackiness resulted into really great article ideas. They were also multi-taskers who can be roped in to do what needed to be done especially when the deadliest deadline was just a page or two away in my weekly planner.
  • Then came the writers who looked for servants and attendees with testimonies about lives that were changed, healed and enriched , twisted their arms into agreeing to the interviews and wrote the inspiring stories.
  • Next came the editors who went through the articles with a fine tooth comb and made the stories even better.
  • Pile on top of that our dedicated photographers who chased the Pope, the Feast Builders and the subjects for good angles and who were coerced into making the staff look great. (Photoshop those love handles and make us look like celebrities!)
  • Like the flourish in a music piece or the strawberries and cream on a waffle, our graphic & layout artists beautified the magazine with the finishing touches. They must be part-magicians because they conjured whatever image I asked them to come up with.


When I first held a copy of Light Magazine’s second issue, I felt like I was handed an Oscar or an Emmy. And like the awardees who go up on stage, I have this list of people I want to thank. When you grab your copy of Light, check out the names of the Editorial Board and staff who shared their excellent gifts and unleashed a dream. And at the top and at the end of that list are our leaders – our builder and pillars – who propelled and helped us make Light Magazine’s second issue a reality.



Thursday, July 16, 2015

Open Yourself to God’s Embrace


“Come to me…and I will give you rest.” – Matthew 11:28


It was my younger son’s birthday yesterday. It’s customary for me to hear mass when a member of my family celebrates a birth anniversary – whether with them or without them as sometimes they have to be at work when I go.

I hear mass to thank God for the gift of my son or parent, for the many years of blessings they have received and the joy they have given me. Most importantly, I pray for a bright, healthy and abundant future for them.

But two days ago, I was downed by a combination of severe cough, fever and a runny tummy. I was supposed to attend the 6:45 a.m. mass yesterday but with my condition, I told God, I’ll just see him this morning.

Morning dawned and my alarm rang to tell me to prepare for mass, but the weakness and the rumble in my tummy kept me from going. I felt so bad I wouldn’t be able to hear mass for my son. Then an inspiration hit me. Why not search for “daily mass” on the internet. Since I’m sick, that would be the next best thing to being in church.

I felt so blessed to find one on Youtube. And best of all, the first thing that flashed on screen was the mass for yesterday, the one that I missed. And so with my little car crucifix in front of me, I heard mass.

But as the mass went on, I still felt incomplete. I wouldn’t be able to receive communion and it’s still not the same as being in church.

Then during the homily, the priest said, “To be close to God, you don’t need to go to Mt. Sinai or Mt. Carmel. You can start to be close to God right now where you are. Maybe sitting on the couch, sitting on the chair, maybe still in bed, as I hear some of you watch mass in bed. Wherever you are, open yourself to God’s embrace. Welcome him. Let him walk beside you. Trust him. Because when you do that, you too, like Moses, can have an intimate relationship with God.

His words soothed my guilty heart and put it to rest. God is present with me through my little crucifix and the mass via the internet. I felt the intimacy of His embrace. Our hearts were in communion. And because we are intimate, I trust He was close enough to hear my prayers for my son on his birthday.


So friends, open yourself to God’s embrace wherever you are, in whatever condition you’re in. You may be in your sickbed, you may be buried under work, you may be in a dark place with financial troubles or relationship woes or you may be in a happy place where you forget you need God. Wherever you are, trust God to embrace you with healing, rest, provision and joy.